As the year wraps up, share some of the challenges you faced and how you’re dealing/you’ve dealt with it.
Killed can be interpreted as either metaphorical or literal.
This birthday drawing I did for a really good friend. Progress pictures and full resolution drawing are here!
I finished this one back in June, and I’m pretty sure it is the longest I’ve ever spent on a picture. It paid off though, because my friend absolutely loved it! 😃
I keep getting flair ups of PTSD, to varying degrees. It’s partially because my partners schedule, which has unfortunately taken all the energy out of me, which then causes the flashbacks. It’s been a whole mess. If I can get through Christmas without screaming at my family that they’re ignoring how much my mum beat me, I reckon the start of next year should be great.
Ex left me during the most stressful time in my grad school career and took a bunch of my stuff while I was recovering with family. They also almost stole my dog but I had to threaten a police report to get him back. Then my parents got sick and lost their jobs because of the sickness, so I basically had to take a year out of school to help do damage control. Only good thing is that I started dating again and met someone who I’d love to spend the rest of my life with but my school is on the opposite side of the country. I really don’t know I was supposed to get out of this year but I wanted to die so many times.
Bonespurs getting elected again, and I haven’t overcome it yet.
I feel this one. One day at a time.
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I started my own bussiness early this year. Though I’m not in the clear yet, I must say that commiting to actually doing it was the most anxiety inducing experience of my entire life. I was feeling physically ill for months due to the extreme levels of fear and worrying wether I’m about to make a huge mistake.
I did the same thing and the anxiety was just as you described. Sadly the business never took off and with tariffs looming I decided to cut my losses and ended it. At that point I was somewhat glad that I had tried my best and it was now over. The stress wasn’t worth it.
Please nobody be discouraged by my story. You should still try!!
I had the same reasoning: I’ll rather regret trying than having not. I’m still going though. Just took a huge paycut compared to my previous job, but then again, I no longer have a boss either.
There were a LOT of weddings in 2024.
Pandemic happened. Then we started trying to relive life again in 2023, but in small doses. Then 2024 happened and all the invites.
The small 20-30 weddings were fine. The 100+ one SUCKED. One boomer wheezing coughed everywhere and people were just touching and spitting on all the desserts. Not to mention alcohol, being so close to election month, and people not remembering how to socialize led to some wild statements.
Post wedding, I took a two week PTO and just played Elden Ring to cope.
I’ll go first. I had a heart attack a few months ago. Thankfully, i was at home, and my dad is a doctor, so he maintained the situation before i could get to a hospital.
You had a rough time then. Glad to see that it was addressed quickly.
Yeah it was pretty rough. Never understood the phrase “life flashing before my eyes” until then haha
Me, and I’ll let you know if I figure it out
Had a half hearted not quite suicide attempt, call it a dry run. I want to die even more now, but I quit my job so I have nothing to stress me into acting on it so I spend every day doing nothing wishing I did
Things don’t improve unless you improve them, and I’ve tried and tried and just made everything worse. People love to chime in “you’ll get there eventually!” and no, I won’t, because I just don’t have it in me to try anymore. I’ve gotten worse at managing the ADHD, the depression has sapped my energy and motivation to nothing. I’m over being alive, but I refuse to hurt the people I care about so I’m stuck here until things get so bad I don’t care about hurting others.
Me. Not therapy nor medications (because I interrupted them thanks to the unemployment), but my biological programming.
I lost my friends and my partner. I’m pretty alone, still have cancer, and pretty much just wish something would just fucking kill me overnight.
That sounds tough. Hope the view on the horizon is a little brighter than your current situation.
Not especially, but kind words and thoughts are always appreciated, nonetheless.
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I learned that I’m a diabetic the hard way (went into diabetic ketoacidosis and spent several days in the ICU). This happened while I was thousands of miles from home and was not a pleasant experience. Thankfully things are pretty well controlled now that I’m on insulin.
Did you experience any symptoms before the ketoacidosis that you dismissed or did not dawn on you as being a sign?
For me it was the weather that almost did me in. Just me and the snow now.
Me.
Medication and therapy.
I can pass out semi randomly because of POTS, I’ve nearly fallen down large flights of stairs multiple times this year.
I’ve also seen the white light after getting a hormone booster in the hospital, not sure how close it was but when I got back the amount of nurses and doctors next to my bed had multiplied significantly.
